Sunday, November 18, 2007
as time passes you by,
you become negligent to certain things.
only when it is shown to you right in your face
will you realise of its importance.
CHALET
well, chalet was quite fun, onli bad thing was that it was to short, no choice since prom n grad day was th nxt day. first day of chalet was spent singin ktv n buyin barbecue stuff for the barbecue. at nite was the barbecue followed by the "cold" jacuzzi. well, it was amusin enough, a cold jacuzzi, but somehow, everyone had fun. i had yet again over estimated my own booze lvl. im a serious bad drunk, n the worst thing is i dont even no, sad thing is, there is evidence against me. talk abt embarrassment. hopefully, they never see the light of day. apparently, i did some weird stuff tat nite, things i never expected myself to do. hahahs lols. well, grad day was alrite, prom was fun. seein ur classmates and frens transformations was fun.everyone looked absolutely marvelous. that nite after prom was an interestin and perhaps addictive one. hahhas, shall leave it at that.
FAREWELL
boyfren's farewell was a sob fest, everythin wasnt goin tat well in the mornin, perhaps because of me, i was bein obnoxious in the mornin, had no idea why either, jus felt super moody. totally apologise to you guys. anyway, after we reached the airport, the idea that julie was leavin didnt sink in yet. cs and the others kept remindin me nt to start cryin, otherwise, it would be even tougher for julie when she leaves. i agreed and realli tried to, however, when it was time for her to go, i jus couldnt help it, had to turn away, but it didnt help, cause julie cried and so did everyone else. it was realli tough to stop cryin, julie was a great fren to me these past 2 yrs, it was realli tough for me to see her leave. but eventually, we stopped cryin. despite the fact that we would keep in contact, ill still miss her bad, she was my house of dead 4 partner, sounds lame, but it realli means smth. its onli been a day, but even today, i had to resist the urge to ask her out. ill miss her much, but thankfully, technology is advanced. hahhahs.
well, off to camp tmr
valentine's day/7:09 AM
